Today I hit a big milestone birthday and I have been just a spidge uneasy about it. There is something about saying good-bye to your 20s. I feel like I’m really a grown-up now. Blah! I started asking myself if I accomplished what I wanted to accomplish. Am I the person I wanted to be by 30? After going back and forth with my shortcomings and my successes. I realized I am! I have learned to love deeper than ever before. I value the relationships in my life like ever before. I live with my heart on my sleeve and I am so glad I still have that. I pour passion into my work and get so much internal gratification. My 20s for me was good but filled with a lot of self doubt, the mind set that if I finish this…than THIS is next! And I feel a little more at ease to take joy in the process, the experience.
I’m less of a rule follower. I have let go a little bit in the last few years… Of the way things are “suppose” to be done. It has made me stronger and better, especially professionally. I am less effected by others, than I used to be. I want the right people to hold power in my life. I look forward to my 30s. I can feel a lot of exciting things around the corner, and I can’t wait to see where I go!
(Photo sources all Pinterest) Hope you have a fantastic day. Aiden and I are thinking about having a dance party.